I hate it when I get awesome ideas and all motivated right before I fall asleep, and then wake up the next day not feeling that motivation.

Makes me sad.

Also I hate it when I go to sleep and remember seeing the clock say "3:45" when I wake up. :(

Also I have a headache and have been sick all day.

Also I have finished Prince of Persia 2.

Andand I'm looking forward to Friday and Saturday.

Ice skating, cello playing, and sleepover ohmy!

Currently Listening Hot Fuss By The Killers All These Things That I've Done see related

I'm sitting there, trying my best

To be emo and depressed,

But when I look in your eyes

I can't help but smile

Currently Watching Super Size Me By Dr. Daryl Isaacs see related

Grr.

Maybe I'd use Myspace more often if it weren't so freaking SLOW. ><!

Today has been a total relaxation day. Played a li'l bit of WoW, got Lucibel (my nightelf druid) up to 10 fairly fast. (I soloed The Relics of Wakening, bitches.) Then I played some Prince of Persia: Warrior Within, getting through the whole Second Tower and finally having my ass kicked by the Empress of Time x 3. I also watched "Supersize Me!" Before watching it, I already hated eating fast food, but now I am completely repulsed and disgusted.

According to the Matchmaker thing, this whole week was supposed to be great for me.

It wasn't.

I mean, it had its good points, but I wouldn't call it great. My friends have all been either sick or depressed. (Poor Serena and Abby). And i haven't been... how do you say... as close to them as I have been at other times. I guess that's to be expected... I hope my Happiness Fairy cheered you up at least a little bit, Abby.

I'm also feeling a little guilty about my art. I have done almost no drawing this week, because I've been so busy. It doesn't help that my current sketchbook is a pain to draw in and that it's falling apart. Or that I can't draw anything satisfactory with my tablet, either. I get ideas for clothes, but I don't find the time to put them down...

Very few people actually talk to me about their thoughts and problems. People talk to me all the time about academic stuff, but never personal things... What is it about me that causes that? I have never really had friends before, until this year... I'm not the best advice-giver... I suck at giving hugs... Do I seem too innocent? Too serious? Is it because I just can't relate? Do I give off unsociable vibes?

Questions for you folks:

- What am I to you guys? How do you see me? What are some things you'd think I'd never do? What do you think I will do? What will I turn out as?

- Anything due Monday? :O

Please, please. I need to talk to someone about these things. I don't want to be outside of people's worlds anymore.  Please answer my questions. Please think about them.

Whoa, cool, titles!

Okay, I've got a ton of work to do this weekend, and I want to make sure I know all of what I have to do.

CHEM:

• Do the reading log I didn't turn in Wednesday. Could someone tell me exactly what we had to do for that?
• All the work from last week I was too busy to work on before. Also, study for make-up Chem test.
• Any labs due? Or worksheets?

ALG. II:

• I have all the assignments up until Thursday and Friday. Someone identify those please.
• Correct math test.
• Anything else you guys think I should know?

AP WORLD:

• Read the three chapters, do the review, basically study for the test.
• Again, what did I miss out on Thurs. and Fri.?

FRENCH:

• I can't do anything, because I don't have my french book.

ORCH:

• Can't practice either, because I left my folding stand in Mr. Hammond's car (as well as my squishy pillow :'( )

L.A.:

• No idea. What do I need to do?

Respond with helpful information ASAP, please. :)

P.S: Thanks everyone for your support of my t-shirt ideas!

EDIT: Oooh, shit. I just learned I don't have my AP Review with me. Help meee! Also, what chapters were we supposed to read? ><

Edit3: OMFG help with the homework please? D:

I'm sorry, I kinda have to vent a little.

Sometimes, when I read some people's xangas, I get the urge to comment and say, "Hello, you're a f***ing idiot! :)"

But I don't, because I don't want said idiots flaming my xanga. *sigh*

So yeah. Please don't think I'm mean.

P.S. I am lonely. I want a boy. :(

^ Yes, you heard me right. (I probably don't have time for one, anyway.)